she smiled and crooked her finger.
he came to her instantly.
their bodies fit perfectly together.
Where he was hard;she was soft.
their mouths started the fiery passion.
their hands stoked that fire to the max.
Clothes were shed quickly,
the lights were dimmed.
falling on the bed
consumed beyond belief.
heat enveloped their bodies,
movement increased.
eyes squeezed shut,
the screams came shortly after.
their breaths came out in short puffs
while their bodies pressed tightly together.
once their breathing returned to normal
she smiled and flickered her wrist
the man disappeared,
the best part; it was all a dream
she jumped into his outstretched arms
knowing that he would catch her.
his smile was a knowing one
a mystery even to her.
taking her to his home
showing her the way to passion.
the innocent girls world exploded
feelings she never knew existed.
days went by
she didn't hear from him.
her heart sang when she bumpt into him
he didn't even acknowledge her.
her heart broke,
right there in front of him.
tears fell freely
pain spread throughout her body.
the innocence stripped from her eyes
the love disappeared from her heart.
the lies were flung in her face.
her eyes stung with unshed tears
her stomach burned with a new acid.
how could this be?
how could someone be so cold?
did they think it was funny?
the happiness that was once there is now gone.
the glint of hope fled from her eyes.
the smile's traces were never to be seen.
a wolf in sheep's clothing
a man who was devious
a young one's heart- broken.
not the first, for sure
but the pain is still there
for all to see her mistakes
for making me believe by mistress-rose, literature
Literature
for making me believe
laying in the after math of their passion,
she stared into his eyes
"I don't believe in love."
Her statement made him blink
"I will prove to you out love is real."
and the kiss they shared proved he meant it.
She left the next day to help family.
the lovers called each other three times a day.
The text messages were steamy.
More promises of the future.
One night she called to say 'goodnight'.
He was vague.
Their was laughter in the background,
another woman's.
She ignored the sign,
she didn't, couldn't, wouldn't believe it.
"I might actually love you."
she says quietly into the phone.
He burst out with laughter and what se
i did it again
i fell
quickly this time
no time had passed
we barely knew each other
but we couldn't stay away
the moment i had to leave
he couldn't be alone
the phone calls grew distant
the messages were vague
one night there was laughter
not mine.
the storied were confusing
the lies were twisted
then came the phone call
he's in trouble
what to do now?
how do i respond?
the truth is revealed
the lies are straightened
how could i have been such a fool?
how could i have fallen so fast?
he told me the stories
he fed me the lies
i absorbed them
i believed them
now the truth is out
which is the fool
standing alone
wishing for another outcome
he was the liar
i was the idiot
the rose color is fading
my eyes are re-adjusting
he is laughing
with his prize in his pocket
once again i am walking down this lonely path
his words rang in my head
they seemed true
once again i am all alone
in the dark the demons come out
they want blood
once again i am left helpless
fighting what i can't see
losing a long lost battle
walking down the lane
not knowing what to expect
kicking a pebble before me
eyes down cast
bumping into you
was a pure accident
never a regret
only a miracle
you smiled
i blushed
we exchanged apologies
you offered me coffee
accepting
we walked together
talking for what seemed forever
almost like we always knew each other
butterlies in my stomache
shakiness in your hands
we made for one nervous couple
yet we were amazing together
our love will last
withstand time
falling in love
once again
with the wrong man
i knew he wasnt it
how is it that i do this
do i have a magnet?
that just attract
the wrong thing
i was used...
abused
once again
and i am to blame
where did i go wrong
who else is there to blame
my friends warned me
they told be to run
i couldnt listen
i was trapped
your web caught me
entrapped me
i was enthralled
not wanting to go
ashmed now
as i look back
the things that were done
what was given in love
wishing i'll wake up
that it was all a bad dream
to bad reality
wakes with me
,
Our love was never really good
but it had its moments
the times you made me laugh
so hard i though i would die
the moments that were perfect
suspended for just the second
gifts of love
of pleasure
all of those moments
turned into angry fights
arguing nonstop
the yelling getting louder
then distance
silence
thats when it struck
like lightning
a quick flash of defeat
it really ended that way
you never looked to me
never came to me
that is why it ended
on a bitter sweet note
to be honest
it hurt
maybe more than i wanted
couldnt let people see how badly
but your happy now
she will make you happy
all i can do now
i
As he walked away from her, not even her tears could stop him. She was screaming in side I love you, I love you! Please dont leave me! But the words never came all she saw was his back. The pain so strong, Like a drum repeatedly pounding a steady, and loud beat. So loud she was surprised no one else could hear it. Wondering how long this pain will last, wanting, it to go away. After the hours of crying she was wondering if when she was done, will she have any more liquid left in her? Or will she cry so much that blood will begin to seep through her eyes. Is that what he wanted? Her pain, flesh and blood? He already owned he
wishing to be a bird
flight, air, breathing room
no master
Standereds
too constricting
un-able to express your self
no understanding
mis-represented
confused
angered
stereotyped
ignorance is bliss?
understanding is easier?
excepting is the trick
What brings cheer?
why must the people smile?
when really all i find is fear
and when i see you smile all i can taste is the bile
You've hurt me adn kept me at bay
though nobody knows
i hope this feeling fades a way
and yet the sun still shines, the winds still blows
I cry at night
hoping it will fade
If only i tried wiht all my might
I wish you could have paid
Why must you worry dear?
these tears are on ly a faze
There is nothing you should fear
i will soon return from this daze
Still worried i see?
please don't, these clothes are only a faze
Black is looking good on me
think about this, i will leave this daze
Yes dear, please worry now
i think i have slipped into darkness
This makeyou think of one word "Wow"
you should not have ignored me, you should have saved me from my own darkness
We welcome warmth because we are cold.
We like the light because we've been in darkness.
In the same token we can experience joy because we know sadness.
Sinking deep into the black abyss
Trying to keep my head about the water
Knowing that the place is evil
Fighting is like being in quick sand
It pulls me faster and deeper in
Shouts and cries of protest
Nothing works
Panic!!!
Realization hits
I'm all alone
No one to save me
So i do the only think possible
I Let GO
A smile here
a laugh htere
it is all pointless
means nothing
just stop the questions from coming
everynight getting ready for bed
the knife in the bathroom calls
its song like a sweet siren
who could resist
just one cut
thats it
so every night i say
"one cut... thats it"
untill the time comes
where the one cut isn't enough
deeper the blade goes
the sweeter it feels
maybe one night i wont have to lie
one night will just be the night
where one cut is all that is needed
Beautifulest Stranger by dragondreamzero, literature
Literature
Beautifulest Stranger
by: Dream
Another smash hit track
Deeply off the collar shack
Cut the chains that bind me
Surrender me the defeat that people often see
I'd be interested in what's free
Not much that's meant to be
Remove the brand I've had for years
The invisible mark that only others can see
Will ya take a chance with me
To wipe away the fears that drive each other in tears
Remember this, it's as slow as day
So clear as night
Love is quite a sight
Significantly twilight
Lady, would ya give me a kiss
A way where no drama can be a dilemma
Such a problematic nausea
Curing my sleeping insomnia
Oh, beautifulest stranger
You aren't one filled w
If You Remember Me by FiscunPeterNoble, literature
Literature
If You Remember Me
If you remember me; you know what I've done.
If you remember me; you understand my reasons.
If you remember me; you can accept this change.
If you remember me; I don't have much more to say.
Because if you remembered me; this should all be clear.
Clear cut. Precise.
Understood and accepted.
Memorable.
The times when fairytales were more than paper-back books.
The times when lies were unhear
Love is Back..
Hearing about how Love is..
Gone, gone, gone and gone
Remembering about how Love is..
On, on, on, and on
Watching the world go slow
Slow enough for me
To react and get my feeling back in me
So take me and sleep
This Love is Back
Back, back, back and back
So hold me tight and never let go
This Love is Back
On track, track, track and track
So stay with me and never leave me
Spreading my wings out through the window
Witnessing the rain and sun become a rainbow
To feel it all over and find a new day to shine
So wake me deep
Hoping nothing turns out like before
From the darkest places to be
To the lightest place
Signs of Heart
The color floats into a ocean sea
Filled with so many things
Like jewelery to an accessory
It remains necessary
Demo, the tears are waiting
Bakit, oh bakit as I dig deep
Deep into my thoughts
Times when I want to mag-usap
Discuss something, pero it's drifting away
From me
(to you)
From you
(to me)
The signs that call us
From the bottom of what's still there
The pictures, the images, the memories
All of it continues to flow into
The Signs of Heart
The vision of the mind
Passes up the feel and taste
Giving it amazing flight that's not waste
Each word beats a new key to find
But, the thoughts are awaiting
W
Romancing Melody
From the heart to a vibration
The sense of a dance
Comes up into a chance
24/7 is what I got thinking
Which is where it becomes right
So let it set under this sky of night
Giving a bump to bump
Train, train, the train is going
Where, oh where can this go for us?
You are all I want
Everything You need
So let this be our Romancing Melody
From the sol to a celebration
The feeling of a song
Shows up a beat so strong
365 is what I got feeling
Which is where it floats bright
So let it settle under this moon of midnight
Hinting a ka-bump to ka-bump
Soothe, soothe, the soothe is jumping
Yes, oh yes can this go on
Say Your Name
Say, Say
To make the dreams come flowing from within
Dayz to Dayz
It brings up the matter at hand
Reasons why no one can fall or stand
Stay, Stay
To give a feel of emotion
Phaze to Phaze
It rings up the choice at hand
Explanations to where we make life grand
Say, Say
Say Your Name
Just never be in shame
Say, Say
Say Your Name
No one is to blame
Say, Say
To listen the words that strike us from within
Dayz to Dayz
It shouts out the moment of love
Opportunities to make it last so above
Way, Way
To show the expressions that understand in motion
Craze to Craze
It screams out the memory of depression
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Current Residence: Home Favourite genre of music: idk Favourite style of art: abstract MP3 player of choice: creative Zen Wallpaper of choice: dark, and mysterious Skin of choice: vampires Favourite cartoon character: tinker bell, or betty boop Personal Quote: "speak of the devil and it shall arise"
Favourite Visual Artist
my BEST friend Jordyn
Favourite Movies
um... there are a few..Moulin Rouge, Casanova, Romeo & Juliet, and Queen of the Damned
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
uh.. Micheal Buble
Favourite Writers
anyone worth reading
Favourite Games
seven minutes of HEAVEN
Tools of the Trade
pen/pencil w/paper or keyboard
Other Interests
reading, writting, hanging out with my best friends
So as life goes one... i need to know what it takes for a woman to get ravished? i mean truly have a man just look into your eyes and all you can see is burning desire? Or is this just some myth that all women chase after... like true love. very few and only the rare of the rarity of cases are truly happy. Or even those burning undeniable kisses? The ones that make your knees weak, your belly flip flop, and make you forget your own name. Sure you may get a man who knows how to kiss... but i'm talking about the ones that just make you go gaga (no lady gaga reference). Or am i looking to much into this? Oh well maybe I am doomed to forever get
so today I went to the first bridal shop and tried on a bunch of dresses. I found THE ONE!!!!!!!!!!! OMG i am soooo excited that it didn't take very long or that i didn't have to look very hard for it. i also picked out/found the bridesmaids dresses and my two flower girl dresses. i am soo glad that this wedding is not making me stressed. its actually peacful. Thanks to my fiance i am relaxed, and he is wicked helpful with all the decisions. :) now lets hope i get approved for the credit card. i feel bad about getting help from family members, but atleast they are supportive :)
OH WOW! haha I can't believe how long it has been since I have been on deviantART. I will see what I can do about writing more... that is if I have anything worth writing. :) so... nothing much is new. Can't wait for school to start soon! my brain needs stimulation. I'm at a job that sucks MAJORLY!!!! waiting is basically what I do with my time. well i guess that is all I have to say in the blog. once again not much that is interesting.
uh.... you asking someone who hasnt written anything in over a REALLY long period of time. so long that i cant even remember. haha so how are you my dear? i miss you terribly.